Love.

Hello readers. I'm kinda busy visiting people's houses and getting angpaus during chinese new year. How about you? :) I know my blog is lack of updates. I'm sorry. :/

Here's a short update about love.Yeah, love.

Love can be beautiful but also ugly. I'm terrify, nervous and curious now. What is he gonna say? How is he today? Will he think about me today? What's gonna happen next? Are things gonna change? Will this just end like every fairytale is or what? These are the questions that keep popping in my mind. I'm really afraid sometimes. I know I will be okay after this, but this proves I'm afraid of losing this person in life.

And we must love your friends and family other than boyfriend/girlfriend and don't neglect them as well . They're important in our lives too. We should learn to care more about them. Learn to love them. So do you? :)

Anyway, appreciate the time that you both have together. Never ever regret when you lost it. 

恭喜发财 :)

Sorry that it's been a long time I didn't update my blog. We're lazy to blog don't we. Busy recently tho. Anyway, I'm back and here's an update in chinese. :D

刚去了SSAS最后一届的迎春会，表演都好很好看。:D

前两年的我还是工委们的一员， 怀念。 

和朋友都觉得好感动，虽然我只读了3年，可是我还是舍不得，我真的很想念他们。:(

最近好多人生病，家人朋友包括我都病了。我还是第一次病到想死的那种。-____-

几天不能唱歌，几天吃好吃的食物可是不知道什么味道，几天的鼻血。

一星期3天没去学校，老实说我想一星期不去算了，谁叫我妈把我生的那么乖。:P

假期的功课真的是有够多，再加上3天功课的分量，walao 没时间。 :(

新年要到了，好像都没什么气氛，几个星期前我还很期待可是现在好像没什么感觉了。-____-

hmm 开始知道感情变质的可怕。不知道算不算变质，可是我总觉得我们就算彼此都不忙，都变不回以前。

常常在想，要怎样才能拉近之间的距离。

各位新年快乐，晚安 :)

School Reopens.

Hello peeps. :)

I've been so busy having tuition classes nowadays. It isn't that bad, I like this kind of life. :D So far so good.

What I am worried about is Sejarah that beech. :/ You know what? I know form 1, 2 & 3's sejarah actually is kinda easy but still it was a hardcore for me last year. It took like my forever to memorize tho. LOL. And this year, those chapters really do kill me ya know.

First day of school was not so cool. I've transferred to a new school with other schoolmates. I don't know why the hell some people looked at us like never seen human before as we're from another school. -___-
Everything of the new school does still seem so strange for me. I can't get used to it although 3 days had passed.

I like my bio teacher. She's so damn cute, her patterns more than badminton. :P Somehow every teacher looks so kind. :O I like chemistry the most among those 3 science subjects. I don't like Form 4. There are a lot of things to be memorized in every subject. :(

Nevertheless, this year I'm more hardworking than last year. (Y) Guess what? I online everyday but it never more than an hour except Saturdays. :P I decide to be a nerd for these two years, I hope I won't fail doing it. hah. One of my friends said it's because of him, I become so hardworking. :O It's great anyway. HAHA.


Alright, so chinese new year is only about 2 weeks away. I can't wait for it like seriously. :D FUHH. Time flies faster please. :)

Switched off my phone today. I didn't want to think too much and keep looking my phone. I wanted some peace. Sometimes I'm tired of everything. So yeah. I was glad to hear that he's worried about me. LOLOLOL. :P bendan sorry for making you worry, I'm alright now. ;) All I want is I hope we won't be far apart. <3 *fingers cross. I love you, I really do. No one loves you more than I do other than your family. :P I'm waiting for your post huh. BLAHHHH :P 

 That's all. Ciao.

A very short post. :)

I don't think 2012 is a good year. I feel that this year will be much worse than last year.
I was happy just now but  right now I'm down again.
I'm really an idiot. Everything I did was really stupid.
K nobody cares, nobody understands. I'm just unimportant.
 Forget it, life goes on.
I'm bad, really bad. Ain't pretty, ain't mature enough, ain't smart, ain't understanding.


Insecurity kills.