The worst feeling.

Eye bags. Pimples. They never gone since I prepared for pmr. :/

I don't know what's going on now, feel lost. gahh. And, I did even deactivate my facebook account, it will be activated few days later maybe. I deactivated it for no reason. :P
The sky likes to cry lately, and I didn't know why I follow it over a few times and burst into tears. I then feel stupid.
The tears dropped down uncontrolled after receiving the call. It was like got hurt deeply. Didn't know why did I sob? Sigh.
I do understand anyway, honestly. Think twice.


Being emo isn't what I want like really. Who likes being depressed, unhappy? No right. So, I'll try to be happy every single day, and there's only laughter can be heard from now on. :D HOPEFULLY.


Life goes on. 

True colours.

Hello readers. I'm distress. I got no idea what's up with me. I look so down lately. Maybe it is because I get sick? Uhhh damn.
Right now I'm blogging and venting. So yeah.

There are a few of people are so annoying disturbing me while I wasn't in a good mood. They did really piss me off dey. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

And something happened yesterday. It was when I needed a urgent reply, JUST A MESSAGE, she could text and flirt with others and ignore me. Aww she did a good job ain't she? I had been waiting there for few hours like an idiot ya know and I received nothing afterwards.

To be honest, I'm not a hotheaded person, it always ruins people's mood isn't it? So I don't be like that. But it doesn't mean I will never lose my temper, I'll be angry at someone on someday too, everyone has a limit.


Okay. That's all for venting. Just let it be anyway.

Random.

唯一永远不改变, 是不停的改变.
Am so obsessed with this song :) that's sweet. Leehom rocks. He's talented isn't he? :D




Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well.
this song is kinda long time but it's still nice. :)
He introduced this to me and sang to me :P


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dang dang dang dang, oi don't criticize my handwriting I tell you. xD
I wrote this with full of loves ya know :P

有你真好 :P
或许你不是最好的, 或许你不完美, 但对我来说, 你已经是够好了 :)
醒来的时候, 总希望看到你的信息 ; 睡觉之前, 总希望能听见你的声音.
ikr, 或许有一天, 我们的感情会变质, 或许有一天我们会分开, 但我会珍惜我们的所有 :P
As long as we still love each other :)

我知道你又要说很短了 XD sedikit-sedikit lama-lama jadi bukit. lalalala :P

An Awesome Day.

Hello peeps! :)

I had an awesome time with my friends yesterday and my holiday mode is officially switched ON? :D
It was too bad 2 friends were gone earlier and left s.y. and I after watching Dream House & Johnny English Reborn.
Dream House was kinda boring but still nice, not very horror as I expected. Thank God I didn't fall asleep. hah :P
J.E.Reborn was damn funny like really! :D Everybody was non stop laughing. I like the ending anyways. HAHAHA. I thought I wouldn't watch this movie but guess what, it's still showing! (Y)

We wanted to go back around 6 but then we decided to sing k. That's great! :) I was so excited when singing 'wish you were here' idk why. O:

I didn't even take a photo, am too lazy and my eyes bags are still with me. So yeah. :(



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He is so desperate me to write about him. And the worse part is he seldom post anything about me. I mean twitter or facebook. :P
He's caring, he's cute, he's funny, he's hawt, he likes to bomb me, he sings nice, he's perasan and alot. HAHAHAHA :p
He likes thinking too much, this always makes me down like really :( bendan.
I love to chat with him, I talk less sometimes but I like listening when he's talking. And he always makes me to laugh as well, don't feel like ending our conversation everytime. :D
He's the first guy who I can talk much sweet to.
Hey, I love you and I don't wanna lose you too. :) And trust me kay. I won't break my promises. ♥

Bye Bye PMR :D

Ello readers, I'm back :)

To be honest, today is not the last day of PMR but tomorrow. [ but I already said byebye :P ]
Who cares? After KH paper today, everyone was freaking happy, we didn't even bother what did the guru pengawas say at last. :D
Most of the hardcores were over, B.Cina is the remaining paper tomorrow, need to study about it tho :)
Nevertheless, I can stop being a nerd! (Y) Wait, I mean, TEMPORARILY. -.-

A guru pengawas accompanies you go to toilet. #likeaboss. HAHAHA


Having PMR exam is just like having a war, keep being nervous before exam, the day before exam, and keep praying somemore.
Seriously I didn't study very hard like I studied during trial exams but guess what, my results are better than trial, I think and, hopefully. :P
And stay up late for studying does not really work because I'll be having headache on the next day :/


Btw I can't slack much next year, it's not a honeymoon, everything will be tougher to learn I know :/
I shouldn't be like this year, LOUSY.



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Someone asked me to write about him here after exam so I don't write now since my exam hasn't over yet. HAHA :D
Good luck for your exam kay :) ♥ will be waiting for you! :D

 *ohmytahi, I accidentally deleted some important posts :(( sad case.

Disappear.

boo yeah! :) Finally I got time to clean the spiderweb here. But wait, after this post, I have to disappear until PMR over. Oh tahi.
I'm doing lots bunch of papers in my room everyday, just like a nerd dey. Tuition, room, school. Dad complains that I keep locking up myself in room, he nags and nags and nags.
Uhh, I don't want to be like this okay but no choice. :( PMR, screw it! grrrrr

I deleted most of my previous posts, x boleh tahan, damn lala wei. HAHAHA.
Some people said that I'm like a banana these days. Who cares? I prefer being a banana than lala tho. :D
I can't speak mandarin as fluent as before and always face some problems when writting essays too.
The worse part is, my english is like tahi wey. I can't handle chinese well, can't handle nglish well, lousy betul la ku.

Buddhablessme. Hopefully I can get A in pmr. puh-lis. :/

Feel like wanna drop chinese next year but everyone stops me -.- what to do?

Oh well well well, shouldn't care about that now, since I still know how to speak how to write. MUAHAHAHA *evil laughs
And now what am I hoping is, pmr & form 4 candidates' final exam end faster please. Can't wait for the outings with him :)
Miss him so badly nao :( his voice, his messages and everything about him. <3


Alright, got to go now, see ya guys! All the best in exam :)

For the first time.

Hello peeps, I decided to post a random post today. :)

To be honest, I don't know what to type in my post lately, it seems lots of stuffs to type but then jammed all of a sudden.

My posts are getting lesser and lesser, and bored right? hmmm :/

And I don't addict to Facebook again. It gets boring, like really. Everytime I scroll up and down, up and down, it's just like wasting time.

I used to update statuses on Facebook like gila before but now I don't. heee :p When I saw my previous statuses, I was like whathehell? Why did I write this that time? stupid sial :s 

But it's past, don't care about it. Ikr! don't ever look back :D

Don't you discover that recently everybody's smurfing around? :D of course me too. hee.

" I smurf you " " oh my smurf " " high 4 " " are you dead? " and so on :)

They're so cute, aren't they? :) And guess what? I just realised my pillow's cartoon is the smurfs! wee;)

For me, the movie was kinda not bad :)) 

PMR is around the corner, there's 26 days left. My principal is gonna give us lots of exercises and extend our study time. ohmysmurf.

Seriously my trial results were sucks :(

I should put more and more and more efforts, jiayouuuuuuu. 

By the way, I will be seldom updating until after PMR. :)

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It's just like totally not true, but it happened actually. What's wrong with me? :s

I keep thinking of it, again and again, I told my pet sista and she knows my feelings.

Ohmysmurf, I'm really a weirdo.

ISMURFYOU <3