Disappear.

boo yeah! :) Finally I got time to clean the spiderweb here. But wait, after this post, I have to disappear until PMR over. Oh tahi.
I'm doing lots bunch of papers in my room everyday, just like a nerd dey. Tuition, room, school. Dad complains that I keep locking up myself in room, he nags and nags and nags.
Uhh, I don't want to be like this okay but no choice. :( PMR, screw it! grrrrr

I deleted most of my previous posts, x boleh tahan, damn lala wei. HAHAHA.
Some people said that I'm like a banana these days. Who cares? I prefer being a banana than lala tho. :D
I can't speak mandarin as fluent as before and always face some problems when writting essays too.
The worse part is, my english is like tahi wey. I can't handle chinese well, can't handle nglish well, lousy betul la ku.

Buddhablessme. Hopefully I can get A in pmr. puh-lis. :/

Feel like wanna drop chinese next year but everyone stops me -.- what to do?

Oh well well well, shouldn't care about that now, since I still know how to speak how to write. MUAHAHAHA *evil laughs
And now what am I hoping is, pmr & form 4 candidates' final exam end faster please. Can't wait for the outings with him :)
Miss him so badly nao :( his voice, his messages and everything about him. <3


Alright, got to go now, see ya guys! All the best in exam :)

For the first time.

Hello peeps, I decided to post a random post today. :)

To be honest, I don't know what to type in my post lately, it seems lots of stuffs to type but then jammed all of a sudden.

My posts are getting lesser and lesser, and bored right? hmmm :/

And I don't addict to Facebook again. It gets boring, like really. Everytime I scroll up and down, up and down, it's just like wasting time.

I used to update statuses on Facebook like gila before but now I don't. heee :p When I saw my previous statuses, I was like whathehell? Why did I write this that time? stupid sial :s 

But it's past, don't care about it. Ikr! don't ever look back :D

Don't you discover that recently everybody's smurfing around? :D of course me too. hee.

" I smurf you " " oh my smurf " " high 4 " " are you dead? " and so on :)

They're so cute, aren't they? :) And guess what? I just realised my pillow's cartoon is the smurfs! wee;)

For me, the movie was kinda not bad :)) 

PMR is around the corner, there's 26 days left. My principal is gonna give us lots of exercises and extend our study time. ohmysmurf.

Seriously my trial results were sucks :(

I should put more and more and more efforts, jiayouuuuuuu. 

By the way, I will be seldom updating until after PMR. :)

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It's just like totally not true, but it happened actually. What's wrong with me? :s

I keep thinking of it, again and again, I told my pet sista and she knows my feelings.

Ohmysmurf, I'm really a weirdo.

ISMURFYOU <3

I'm back peeps :)

- taken while studying :P -

It's been a long time I did not update my blog, I was busy for preparing my trial exams.
Sorreh la, ikr, you all miss me so much. hahahaha, *perasan*

Trial is over, but pmr is coming. -.-
Hmmm, the exam was okay but I'm kinda afraid of the result.
Honestly I didn't prepare well :/ lousy sia. I seldom on my Facebook and didn't touch my pc during the exam.
When I open my pc and I was like, facebook has changed so.alot. haha. [actually a little bit niah. :P]


Everyone enjoys this holiday but my holiday mode hasn't switched on yet.
The pmr is like killing me, should be studying during this holiday. ishh.


Btw, malays raya, aku pun raya jugak :)
I'll be going my malay aunt's house on the first day of raya then having barbeque at er yi's house maybe.
Anyhow, I'll go aeon for an outing with my cousin too! :P
But wait, only 1 day for outing I guess, can't hang out so often.



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hmm, yeah maybe I've changed.
I just can't stand it anymore, feeel like dying. nmad.
I hate my life, life sucks.
No one can understand, no one will understand, ain't cheating. 
Am looking for peaceful life but I see nothing.


I used to act like I don't care but guess what? I'm despair and heartache actually :(
s.i.g.h.

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曾经，某个人，淡出了我们的视野，却时常于不经意间，滑落在我们的记忆。
与其说是想念某个人，不如说是怀念某段时光，在它里面，浓缩了年少炽热的情愫。
不要在意生活和你开的玩笑，在你不懂爱的时候，别说碰到了不该放弃的人；
当你读懂它的时候，别说受到的全部是伤害。

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ILOVEYOU <3 :)

Preparation.

Okay, 1 more week to trial. 2 more months to PMR.
Many things to be read. ishh. My table is full of buku rujukan and exercise books.


BM & Sejarah, gg.com. :(
But, who cares?





Fight for ittttttttttttt ! :) I think Shirleen can do it well.
8 apples !? cheh :P [ buliding my confidence. -.- ]


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最近我不喜欢我的生活, 很多原因很多原因.
我变到少话, 没有比以前大气, 开始会厌倦, 觉得很压力 :(
不知道还有多少朋友可以容忍我? xD [ 其实没有变很多吧? :o ]

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THE END.

new addiction . ♥

can't get you off my mind .

I'm a Freak.

Sometimes, I think I'm a freak.

Sometimes, my mind, my everything are totally different with others. hmmm.

I don't know? I just realise something is kinda weird lately. In fact, I don't really care about it.

But maybe my friends do. :/

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Sorry for lack of updates, I have no idea to write anything.

I'm being shoooo hot-tempered  recently. I feel sorry for my friends and my family.

Forgive me if I've done anything wrong. I know your heart is very besar one, especially for me. *bhb :P

Trial will be 2 weeks + later. Aw, the time terbang like lightning. :/
I'm on my way to prepare but ain't very ' pia ' that kind lah. Books don't really attract me at all.
So what? I can't give up to try loving it, jiayou bahhhh.


My mom agrees me change school next year. I've persuaded her for so long. :P
She asked me whether can learn chinese in the school. I was like .. omg, I never worried about this.
I then asked few of my friends instantly. My friend terus said, OF COURSE GOT LAH! 
Ohyay, Thank God.
Still, I have to settle everything first, mom's permission is actually not enough.

Kay don't care, think of pmr dulu :D


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I went to Face To Face for three times this weeek. Today my dad brought my mom and I there again and had lunch.
Mom says : " luckily it isn't open at banting. " Ohyeah, mom's right ! xD
No doubt, the pan mee kinda delicious but I already felt bored of the pan mee & like muntah. :/
I ate at Face To Face for four times. The first time was at Klang, I've fallen for the pan mee that time. heee

If you can't find me on facebook, find me on twitter or text me then. Bubyeeeee. 

Importance.

-like ghost huh? :p-

Just saw something that makes me heartbroken. ah. :(
Idk what for he did so, I'm confused and feeling depressed right now.
It really hurts. Unexpectedly he doesn't care it. He has apologized to me but still it's too late and I can't accept it.

Nevertheless,  finally I realised that our friendship isn't important for you.

Kays, fine, alright.

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" Hi. How are you ? " Does this sentence look familiar?
It's an irritating virus in Facebook. WTH, didn't even know the virus can be upgraded such way.
I almost kena deyy, and 3 of my classmates too. We talked about this topic for half hour. lol
We kept being afraid and worrying that our account will get hacked or something.
You know, there are lots of memories in my account, I can't lose it lah. It's quite important for me.


Thank God that our accounts are safe. So far nothing happens.

现在最新virus类型是有hacker hack入受害者的在帐户，再以信息的方式陷害其他受害者~

首先 它会信息你说: [HI,how are you?] ,
⋯⋯...
假如你有回复他，
他就会回复你: [wanna laugh? ] ,

假如你再回复他，
他就会回复你说：[i see ur picture on this video,wanna see it?] ,

假如你的好奇心重，那你就会中招被hack了~

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Get to go for revise my sejarah, bye peeeps ! :)