Love.

Hello readers. I'm kinda busy visiting people's houses and getting angpaus during chinese new year. How about you? :) I know my blog is lack of updates. I'm sorry. :/

Here's a short update about love.Yeah, love.

Love can be beautiful but also ugly. I'm terrify, nervous and curious now. What is he gonna say? How is he today? Will he think about me today? What's gonna happen next? Are things gonna change? Will this just end like every fairytale is or what? These are the questions that keep popping in my mind. I'm really afraid sometimes. I know I will be okay after this, but this proves I'm afraid of losing this person in life.

And we must love your friends and family other than boyfriend/girlfriend and don't neglect them as well . They're important in our lives too. We should learn to care more about them. Learn to love them. So do you? :)

Anyway, appreciate the time that you both have together. Never ever regret when you lost it. 

恭喜发财 :)

Sorry that it's been a long time I didn't update my blog. We're lazy to blog don't we. Busy recently tho. Anyway, I'm back and here's an update in chinese. :D

刚去了SSAS最后一届的迎春会，表演都好很好看。:D

前两年的我还是工委们的一员， 怀念。 

和朋友都觉得好感动，虽然我只读了3年，可是我还是舍不得，我真的很想念他们。:(

最近好多人生病，家人朋友包括我都病了。我还是第一次病到想死的那种。-____-

几天不能唱歌，几天吃好吃的食物可是不知道什么味道，几天的鼻血。

一星期3天没去学校，老实说我想一星期不去算了，谁叫我妈把我生的那么乖。:P

假期的功课真的是有够多，再加上3天功课的分量，walao 没时间。 :(

新年要到了，好像都没什么气氛，几个星期前我还很期待可是现在好像没什么感觉了。-____-

hmm 开始知道感情变质的可怕。不知道算不算变质，可是我总觉得我们就算彼此都不忙，都变不回以前。

常常在想，要怎样才能拉近之间的距离。

各位新年快乐，晚安 :)

School Reopens.

Hello peeps. :)

I've been so busy having tuition classes nowadays. It isn't that bad, I like this kind of life. :D So far so good.

What I am worried about is Sejarah that beech. :/ You know what? I know form 1, 2 & 3's sejarah actually is kinda easy but still it was a hardcore for me last year. It took like my forever to memorize tho. LOL. And this year, those chapters really do kill me ya know.

First day of school was not so cool. I've transferred to a new school with other schoolmates. I don't know why the hell some people looked at us like never seen human before as we're from another school. -___-
Everything of the new school does still seem so strange for me. I can't get used to it although 3 days had passed.

I like my bio teacher. She's so damn cute, her patterns more than badminton. :P Somehow every teacher looks so kind. :O I like chemistry the most among those 3 science subjects. I don't like Form 4. There are a lot of things to be memorized in every subject. :(

Nevertheless, this year I'm more hardworking than last year. (Y) Guess what? I online everyday but it never more than an hour except Saturdays. :P I decide to be a nerd for these two years, I hope I won't fail doing it. hah. One of my friends said it's because of him, I become so hardworking. :O It's great anyway. HAHA.


Alright, so chinese new year is only about 2 weeks away. I can't wait for it like seriously. :D FUHH. Time flies faster please. :)

Switched off my phone today. I didn't want to think too much and keep looking my phone. I wanted some peace. Sometimes I'm tired of everything. So yeah. I was glad to hear that he's worried about me. LOLOLOL. :P bendan sorry for making you worry, I'm alright now. ;) All I want is I hope we won't be far apart. <3 *fingers cross. I love you, I really do. No one loves you more than I do other than your family. :P I'm waiting for your post huh. BLAHHHH :P 

 That's all. Ciao.

A very short post. :)

I don't think 2012 is a good year. I feel that this year will be much worse than last year.
I was happy just now but  right now I'm down again.
I'm really an idiot. Everything I did was really stupid.
K nobody cares, nobody understands. I'm just unimportant.
 Forget it, life goes on.
I'm bad, really bad. Ain't pretty, ain't mature enough, ain't smart, ain't understanding.


Insecurity kills.

15th. Twenty twelve.

Hello peeps. I planned to sleep just now but failed. I just wanna blog a short post here.

Alright, I'm officially 15 years old. :) Happy Birthday to me? heh. At the same time, Happy New Year to everyone.
I know I ain't perfect, I might do the same mistakes again but still I'll learn from my wrong and try to turn over a new leaf.
I've been so down lately, like everything annoys me. And I feel so sorry for my boyfriend. My mood was really bad but still he always cheers me up and so on. Sorry if I did anything wrong dear. You understand why would I be like that right. Btw I will try to avoid those mistakes. :(

I know I shouldn't be like a kid, an idiot again since I'm growing up. New year new start. Stop being moody ah ying ying, smile, smile, kay s-m-i-l-e. heh.

And thank those who wished me. Thanks for all the wishes. I thank those who celebrated my birthday as well, my good friends, my boyfriend. Love you guys. :) It's quite touching. <3

I decided to buy 2 pieces of cakes for my parents. :D They brought me to this world. They have been raising me for 14 years. I know it isn't easy to support a family. So yeah.

Lastly, I do hope 2012 would be a really good year, at least better than 2011. #PRAYHARD

29.12 谢谢你 :)

这篇就用华语来打好了, 比较特别, 因为今天很特别. XD ( 到底是哪一点特别? =v= )
虽然觉得用华语打怪怪的, 突然会想到英文字. -_______-

今天和他去了JJ, 也算是今年和他最后一次出去. :3
早上的时候, 因为睡不好加上有人昨天闹脾气挂我电话 :P , 还是很down.
讲罢了, 结果还不是去? :P

一到, 就去戏院找到. 他买 ' We Bought A Zoo '.

这个电影有点长, 没有到很好看很好看, 可是我蛮喜欢. :D 

Rosie 很可爱, 喜欢她. :DDDD 

躺在他胸膛, 感觉得到他的心跳 & 呼吸. HAHAHA. 心跳那么快干嘛? :P 

知道他很冷, 因为感觉得到他在抖 :3 所以勉强一下, 抱他咯. HAHA I KID OKAY.

然后去greenbox. 很怕他会很闷, 因为我什么歌都只会半桶水. 

唱到 superwoman 的时候, 他突然说要去拿水, 拿回来一下子突然一个服务生拿蛋糕进来, 然后screen突然出现生日歌, 傻掉. -___- 

全部都是他的杰作, pattern 多多. :P

之后他就叫我许愿, 我许到有点久,  太多了. XD 一睁开眼, 看到他拿着一条项链, 还帮我戴. O.O

感动死我 -_____- 也很惊喜 :) 

谁说生日一定要很隆重, 很大的蛋糕, 很多人一起庆祝, 才会开心, 才会幸福? :D

其实他做的, 已经让我很感动, 也给我一个很难忘的生日. :P (虽然还没有到. heh )

你老了, 有皱纹. :P

我知道我的样子很好笑 -____- 因为我还没反应过来嘛. :(

不管怎样, 今天他唱歌还是很好听 :P 唱到一半还会有 Chris Rene 的 pattern.  

喜欢和他唱complicated, 虽然我们不 complicated. :P

天还没黑就回了, 早回早好, 免得中骂. :DDD

差点忘记送他那张卡, 还好他提醒. eh, 我的字没有很丑是不是? 里面的内容也很丰富是不是? XD 希望你喜欢啦 <3 

谢谢你今天做的每一件事情. 我没有想到我的生日会这么过. :P 很感动是因为第一次男朋友帮我庆祝生日. :3 HEH. 今天以后, 我们就会很少机会见面, 不能再像最近这样出去. :( 你要好好照顾身体, 不要累坏, 每天要生病生病这样, 很怀疑你是不是很sporty的人. :P 

不要乱乱 siam girl 我跟你讲. 虽然你的女朋友不美, 可是你也不可以这样! XD 听到吗? :P

还有下次睡不着就打给我啦笨蛋, rolling in the bed 不 sien? :P 还有还有, 睡不着也不是我的错叻, 我也不想的好不好, 不要生气 okay :P 

最后, 你不要以牙还牙可以吗? :P 在我的wall post 长一点是会怎样? 爱计较到 -___- 人家叫你 post 长你就 post 长, 算了 :P 好啦, 我知道我很小气. :/ 

我知道很短, 我知道你等了很久, 可是打华语真的很 cacat. -____-

不管怎样, 我爱你. :P <3  I love you more that I can say. ;) 

Let's say bye to 2011.

ALOHA. Here's an update about my 2011 since it's gonna end after few days. :) I think I will be busy going out or something else on 31st Dec so I'd better blog now. :P

First of all, FRIENDS.

I met some new friends in this year. Guess what? I met some friends who are from Klang. I didn't know how it starts though. :D Too bad, I didn't talk to some of them already, yeah just like strangers. Btw my friends are more than last year because of leo club and st john. :P

Day by day, some friends have showed their true colours. :) You'll know who is your real friend and who is the one will be your side no matter what when you start growing up. You will not care what others judge too, just don't give a damn those backstabbers and betrayers. It doesn't mean you can't make friend with them anymore but never ever trust them again. ( so chim :P ) 

Next, SCHOOL & STUDIES.

I was so stressful this year because of PMR. I was regretted that I didn't study hard from January. I had planned everything but failed to do it. I didn't really pay attention when teacher's teaching. I know I was lousy. Lol. Hmm sorry for blaming my principal who gave us a lot of exercises, it did work I think? :p 

THANK GOD! :)

Everyone was aiming for straight As, except me? :P I know I'm not smart as others so I'm really satisfied with my result. ;)

Alright, I know PMR was nothing after Form 4. So hopefully I won't be like this year in 2012. :P Everything will be tougher to learn. 

And I will be going to a new school next year. Anyway I still prefer SSAS. It is the best school in Banting for me, the students' results are not good as other schools though. :P Some classmates will not be same school with me again, I will miss them for sure, they're awesome. They brightened up my secondary school life like seriously.  I miss having fun with my classmates :') I miss curi-curi eating in classroom with them when teacher's teaching. I miss eating tangerine with them when chinese new year was around the corner. I miss learning bahasa tamil from indians. I miss when we all said, ' tomorrow we holiday ourselves kay?'  'eh what time already?'  ' huh you didn't do your homework? eh me too!'  'diam la ni!'  'skip extra classes today on?' every single thing. :'D You guys rock! Keep in touch kay. ;)

After that, FAMILY.

There's something happening in this year. I hope everything would be better next year. *fingers crossed I don't wanna see anyone to be upset again. No matter what, I still love my parents. :) Thanks for giving me everything, thanks for raising me. I'll be your side always. :D Stay strong!

Last but not least. LOVE. 

Hmm where should I start first? :O Actually I didn't trust in love anymore last time because of getting hurt. I'm not gonna talk more about it, just don't want to recall anything. :P But should thank to them, I learnt a lot :) I don't want to get into a short relationship again, it was just like wasting time, isn't it? :/

Guess what? I met a guy few months ago who I never expect we would be together until now. :P He is really a nice guy. He does care about me, love me,  make me smile, make me laugh, etc. :P I don't want much but I hope he's mine forever. Alright I know it sounds stupid but I really do mean it. :)  I'm always moody and I know he no likey. I'm afraid that he can't stand it someday. I know I'm not perfect, not a good girlfriend but I'm trying to be my best. I will stay happy and try not to be moody so often.

He always cheers me up, supports me whenever I face any problem and unhappy.I was thinking that my life sucks but everything's changed when he comes into my life. #thankgod  I wish our love would never ever fade. I love him so much. ;) <3 

Going dating with him tomorrow! (Y)

 I cried a lot, laughed a lot, smiled a lot in 2011. I'll appreciate and cherish my family, my friends and him. They're really important for me. And my sweet 14 is gonna end soon, am getting older. Aha! Anyway, I hope 2012 will really be much better than 2011. God, do you hear me? ;) 

That's all. Enjoy your holidays peeps. :P few days left. Ciao!