fear of losing you.

*shit .I started missing my long fringe. :/ *

Hello readers. I'm gonna blog about ... er ... random thingy? And it will be blogged in english and mandarin. :D [ bilingual huh? :b ]

Firstly, my monthly test starts on next Monday. pfft. I will be having biology, physics, chemistry and addmaths papers for the very first time. Sejarah, biology, bm and bc are the subjects which I hate the most. Screw it. Awww :/
I just can't wait for the coming holidays! It's only a week though. I was about to go a camp which is held at fgs dong zen temple for 4 days 3 nights but I think I'd better either stay at home or do other things during the holidays so I rejected. And I want to talk to him. so yeah. x) HAHAHA

Okay as you know, I seem to blog about him like everything. gosh. :P Don't blame me can. I'm used to it maybe. Hmmm.
When you chat with other girls, I die a little inside. And I know, they're much prettier and smarter than me, no doubt. That's why makes me insecure. You're always like nothing with them, really. Yes, I trust you but what if you see I always talk to many guys on twitter and facebook whenever you view my profile? I didn't mean to be jealous. Who likes? I seem to care too much, I know I shouldn't give a shit. But I just can't control myself. I can't stop you and I know you won't listen to me. I've promised that I won't tie you too tight. So yeah. I don't want you to think that I'm not understanding enough. Somehow I think that, do you really feel that padan muka having a girlfriend like me? :(
I'm afraid of losing you. You're mine ya know. 

我想念你一直和我撒娇, 虽然像小孩子, 可是很可爱. :( 
我想念我们走在一起, 两个有讲不完的话, 闹来闹去. :(
我想念我们一起过马路, 我不怕那些车, 因为我知道你会保护我. :(
我想念你一起来就会和我说早安的时候. :(
我想念你每天唱歌给我听. :(
还有很多很多.. 我真的很想你好不好 !? :P [ 有点鸡皮疙瘩了。 heh]


I see our pictures like everyday. I know you're gonna study for your spm and have less time to spend with me. :( Jiayou okay. Btw I'll try my best to improve your weakest subject then teach you okay. HAHAHA:P Don't underestimate me! heheheh. It's just form 4 though. Still hoping that it does work.
I love you more than I can say, more than you can feel. <3 I won't give up on us easily. So in another life, would you still be my boy? :) 

Okeh that's all. GOODBYE MY DEAR READERS.  :) 
Good luck for those who will be having exam next week! xoxo