Hmm.

Heyya! I know my blog is lack of updates. I'm sorry for not updating. So, here's a short update.
I'm kinda running out of ideas to blog. Like seriously.  I feel strange.

Hah. Do you still remember how we met? I do.
You used to act cute and say babe ah babe ah and everything, You know what? I miss that.
I miss you so much.
But..
Is it time to let you go? :'(
Sigh...

28.5

It's been a long time I didn't blog about outings with him. I have lack of ideas. :O But, since he's so despo to read my post, I'll blog as much as I can. :P

I was about to go out in the early morning that day because I had to follow my mum and she works at 8. But guess what? Dad didn't work that day, so that I had more time to prepare. :)

When I reached there, I kept asking him whether I look ok or not. Luckily he said okay and praised me all the time. *blushes. Then, we entered cinema to watch Avengers. I watched it with my cousin before midterm but I don't mind to watch again, since it's with him. :D We hugged as usual, kissed as usual, cuddled as usual, I lied on his chest as usual. :P These are what we do while watching movie, we never get bored of it. HAHAHA

After movie, we lepak. We went to padini to seek some shoes. His eyes were red so he sat and rested for a while I was seeing the shoes. He told me that he was thinking :"that's my girl" when looking at my back. :P Then , we went to greenbox. We didn't sing much but we did lots of sweet things. He's such a biatch, he hit my thigh strongly, so painful :'( BUT I STILL HIT BACK AT LAST. HEHE. We had a great time there. :) We went back around 5.30. We miss each other badly :')

Here's our photo. :D DEI I WANT MORE LA :'( 

Me likey. :D Love this so much. :)

I DON'T CARE LA YOU PROMISED YOU WILL PUT THIS AS YOUR TWITCON THEN YOU MUST DO IT! :(

I wish I could go on a trip to somewhere with him someday. :D 

I miss him so so so much. :D

I love him to the max. :D 

He's my naughty boy, only mine. :D 

HOHAHIHA.

Okay, I guess there's no one will ever read my blog anymore since I told them I stopped blogging and they don't even know what's my new blog's link. -.-

It's been 125435365754 days I neglected my blog. :O And I forgot my password. How lousy I am. -.-

Anyway, finally I can relax after struggling for 3 weeks *throws books. But it doesn't mean I can slack all the time during the holidays, it's like very bad isn't it. Lol

Went to watch dark shadows after school yesterday. It was awesome. ;) Kinda horror and creepy but still nice. And guess what? I met him yesterday. Heh. We're like 34234535646 days never see each other. :/ 

有时候会想他想到哭 -.-

每一晚都会想抱着他睡觉

考试时间太多就拿来想他, 结果思念太强烈, 我就一直画和写有的没的来分散注意力. :P

有时候自己很爱想多多, 都不知道遗传到谁, 心情很容易不好

看到很多比我美比我瘦的女生, 我真的好像挖一个洞跳下去永远不要出来算了 -.- 

有时候怕他会牵着另一个女生然后把我丢到远远走掉, 然后我就会打自己, 为什么想那么多 哈哈

有时候怕他会嫌弃我送他的东西因为我知道随时都会有一个女生会送他更喜欢, 更贵的礼物
有时候好想让你这样牵着我的手一直走一直走
真的好喜欢你抱着我, 我就好像被保护那样, 什么都不怕了 哈

OKAY LA STUCK ALREADY. HAHAHA. KBAI

为什么我最近那么爱哭? :(
每天只会哭, 哭又解决不了事情 :(

Randommm.

Ok I said I will stop blogging but I failed. When I read my blog, I feel like blogging again. I shouldn't let it die there.
Here I am to update a short post. ;)

I've been so down lately again. Whatheck. -.- I feel like killing myself ya know. Why can't I be happy every single day? I mean after school. :/ You know what? I like having fun, messing around with my classmates. We just know each other for few months tho. I think a lot when I'm home. Overthinking kills dei.

Am I really important for you? This question keeps on running through my mind. I don't want you to tell me that I am but show it. Sometimes I feel hurt because of something. I can't tell how do I feel, I can't describe them in words but I just feel it. :/ Every girl is sensitive, they can feel and care about all the little things.

I feel like .. you don't like to chat with me?
Yea, maybe I'm always the one who makes our conversation hanging there, maybe you'll get bored...
When you don't reply but tweet on twitter..
When you say you're a lazy texter but you're replying messages when we're talking on phone..

Sometimes I feel insecure because I saw you like other girls' posts but you don't even like mine. so yeah..

I always want to tell you everything when we're talking on phone but I can't. I suck at expressing. :(
Sometimes I wish you could really care about me. :/
And I feel sorry because of thinking too much. I try not to care but I can't. Useless sia. I know I'm a failed girlfriend, super failed.

7/4 :)

Hi everyone. I know it's been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. So sorreh. :P
I went out with veev, him and his friends last Saturday. To be honest, it's kinda awkward. I don't know why but just awkward. xD

At first, I chatted with veev at oldtown. We had a heart to heart conservation. I love her! x
Then, we went to find him at cinema. We watched 'The Hunger Games'. [ watched it like finally :) ]

7/10. Not bad. Damn ganjiong when watching! :D I purposely kept sticking with veev and see whether he would pull me to him or what so ever. HAHAH DAMN LAME. We didn't kiss that day. Hmm :p 

Then, we went Igentis. He talked to his friends. I talked to veev. It seemed like quite awkward. Heh.

After that he walked with his friends, I went shopping with veev. I wanted buy a lot of things so badly but ok I'm broke. -.- He held my waist and talked to his friends. I felt so bad to dump veev and let her walk alone although she said she's okay with it. UHH guilty sia. :/ Hopefully she won't mind. :) He and I kept wanting to take picture but shy. HAHAHA dumbo. 

He bought me a starbucks drink before leaving. :) Then I met up with Jing Hui. We went back together. :)

Hmm miss my stupid boy so much. :/ 

You never leave my mind. <3 I love you. 

有时候, 我比较任性, 比较容易吃醋, 比较容易没有安全感, 好像每天都PMS, 比较容易乱想, 可是我就是那么在乎你.或许你有时候很烦躁, 觉得很头痛, 可是你从来都没有离开过 :') 

我不敢说我们能一起走到永远, 不过我会爱你直到你不爱我的时候 <3 HEHEHE

Everything gets worse.

Hello readers. :) Guess there are only a few readers here since I changed my blog's link. Been using the link for 4 years I guess. But I deleted damn many posts, there should be 500 posts or even more than 500 if I'm not mistaken. Ok don't care. Btw I changed my blog's link for some certain reasons. :)

Hmm have no idea what to blog about. I'm actually freaking tired now. And still having a lot of bloody homework to be done.

Ain't in the mood lately. Relationship, studies etc.


Okay that's all . Stay tuned guys.