It isn't a good year.

This year is not a good year for me. So far I still can't adapt my new school life because those teachers are teaching science and maths in bm. And guess what? I need to transfer school again. Annoying shit.
I'm kinda afraid that there's no place in the school which is I wanna transfer to. Most of the friends said it was full. pffft. I know I'm too late. I was busy doing other things. So yeah. Alright there are too many people wanting to go there.

I don't wanna stay bb if there's really no place. The school is quite okay actually. My classmates are friendly, including the malays. I did feel like crying when I was about to pass up my form of transferring school and walking alone to the office today. I wasn't in the mood that time. I didn't know why would I feel like that because I has studied there for only 13 days. Was I absent too many days? because today my che teacher asked me : " kamu pelajar baru ke? " I was like okeh fine I forgive you . -.-

Hmm btw form 4 is tiring. I have tuition classes from Mondays to Saturdays. But it doesn't matter since I like this kind of hectic life. There will be less time to slack. It's good for me isn't it? :D

 


Some people asked me how is my relationship because they seldom see I blog about it lately. Honestly I got really depressed about love in January. I couldn't control. I kept being unhappy because I was not that strong. Sometimes I hope he will be the first one who comforts me when I need him but I ain't gonna disturb and annoy him since he's busy. :) He promised something yesterday, hopefully he won't break his promises. :P I really do love him very much. We're not perfect two but as long as we love each other. <3