15th. Twenty twelve.

Hello peeps. I planned to sleep just now but failed. I just wanna blog a short post here.

Alright, I'm officially 15 years old. :) Happy Birthday to me? heh. At the same time, Happy New Year to everyone.
I know I ain't perfect, I might do the same mistakes again but still I'll learn from my wrong and try to turn over a new leaf.
I've been so down lately, like everything annoys me. And I feel so sorry for my boyfriend. My mood was really bad but still he always cheers me up and so on. Sorry if I did anything wrong dear. You understand why would I be like that right. Btw I will try to avoid those mistakes. :(

I know I shouldn't be like a kid, an idiot again since I'm growing up. New year new start. Stop being moody ah ying ying, smile, smile, kay s-m-i-l-e. heh.

And thank those who wished me. Thanks for all the wishes. I thank those who celebrated my birthday as well, my good friends, my boyfriend. Love you guys. :) It's quite touching. <3

I decided to buy 2 pieces of cakes for my parents. :D They brought me to this world. They have been raising me for 14 years. I know it isn't easy to support a family. So yeah.

Lastly, I do hope 2012 would be a really good year, at least better than 2011. #PRAYHARD

29.12 谢谢你 :)

这篇就用华语来打好了, 比较特别, 因为今天很特别. XD ( 到底是哪一点特别? =v= )
虽然觉得用华语打怪怪的, 突然会想到英文字. -_______-

今天和他去了JJ, 也算是今年和他最后一次出去. :3
早上的时候, 因为睡不好加上有人昨天闹脾气挂我电话 :P , 还是很down.
讲罢了, 结果还不是去? :P

一到, 就去戏院找到. 他买 ' We Bought A Zoo '.

这个电影有点长, 没有到很好看很好看, 可是我蛮喜欢. :D 

Rosie 很可爱, 喜欢她. :DDDD 

躺在他胸膛, 感觉得到他的心跳 & 呼吸. HAHAHA. 心跳那么快干嘛? :P 

知道他很冷, 因为感觉得到他在抖 :3 所以勉强一下, 抱他咯. HAHA I KID OKAY.

然后去greenbox. 很怕他会很闷, 因为我什么歌都只会半桶水. 

唱到 superwoman 的时候, 他突然说要去拿水, 拿回来一下子突然一个服务生拿蛋糕进来, 然后screen突然出现生日歌, 傻掉. -___- 

全部都是他的杰作, pattern 多多. :P

之后他就叫我许愿, 我许到有点久,  太多了. XD 一睁开眼, 看到他拿着一条项链, 还帮我戴. O.O

感动死我 -_____- 也很惊喜 :) 

谁说生日一定要很隆重, 很大的蛋糕, 很多人一起庆祝, 才会开心, 才会幸福? :D

其实他做的, 已经让我很感动, 也给我一个很难忘的生日. :P (虽然还没有到. heh )

你老了, 有皱纹. :P

我知道我的样子很好笑 -____- 因为我还没反应过来嘛. :(

不管怎样, 今天他唱歌还是很好听 :P 唱到一半还会有 Chris Rene 的 pattern.  

喜欢和他唱complicated, 虽然我们不 complicated. :P

天还没黑就回了, 早回早好, 免得中骂. :DDD

差点忘记送他那张卡, 还好他提醒. eh, 我的字没有很丑是不是? 里面的内容也很丰富是不是? XD 希望你喜欢啦 <3 

谢谢你今天做的每一件事情. 我没有想到我的生日会这么过. :P 很感动是因为第一次男朋友帮我庆祝生日. :3 HEH. 今天以后, 我们就会很少机会见面, 不能再像最近这样出去. :( 你要好好照顾身体, 不要累坏, 每天要生病生病这样, 很怀疑你是不是很sporty的人. :P 

不要乱乱 siam girl 我跟你讲. 虽然你的女朋友不美, 可是你也不可以这样! XD 听到吗? :P

还有下次睡不着就打给我啦笨蛋, rolling in the bed 不 sien? :P 还有还有, 睡不着也不是我的错叻, 我也不想的好不好, 不要生气 okay :P 

最后, 你不要以牙还牙可以吗? :P 在我的wall post 长一点是会怎样? 爱计较到 -___- 人家叫你 post 长你就 post 长, 算了 :P 好啦, 我知道我很小气. :/ 

我知道很短, 我知道你等了很久, 可是打华语真的很 cacat. -____-

不管怎样, 我爱你. :P <3  I love you more that I can say. ;) 

Let's say bye to 2011.

ALOHA. Here's an update about my 2011 since it's gonna end after few days. :) I think I will be busy going out or something else on 31st Dec so I'd better blog now. :P

First of all, FRIENDS.

I met some new friends in this year. Guess what? I met some friends who are from Klang. I didn't know how it starts though. :D Too bad, I didn't talk to some of them already, yeah just like strangers. Btw my friends are more than last year because of leo club and st john. :P

Day by day, some friends have showed their true colours. :) You'll know who is your real friend and who is the one will be your side no matter what when you start growing up. You will not care what others judge too, just don't give a damn those backstabbers and betrayers. It doesn't mean you can't make friend with them anymore but never ever trust them again. ( so chim :P ) 

Next, SCHOOL & STUDIES.

I was so stressful this year because of PMR. I was regretted that I didn't study hard from January. I had planned everything but failed to do it. I didn't really pay attention when teacher's teaching. I know I was lousy. Lol. Hmm sorry for blaming my principal who gave us a lot of exercises, it did work I think? :p 

THANK GOD! :)

Everyone was aiming for straight As, except me? :P I know I'm not smart as others so I'm really satisfied with my result. ;)

Alright, I know PMR was nothing after Form 4. So hopefully I won't be like this year in 2012. :P Everything will be tougher to learn. 

And I will be going to a new school next year. Anyway I still prefer SSAS. It is the best school in Banting for me, the students' results are not good as other schools though. :P Some classmates will not be same school with me again, I will miss them for sure, they're awesome. They brightened up my secondary school life like seriously.  I miss having fun with my classmates :') I miss curi-curi eating in classroom with them when teacher's teaching. I miss eating tangerine with them when chinese new year was around the corner. I miss learning bahasa tamil from indians. I miss when we all said, ' tomorrow we holiday ourselves kay?'  'eh what time already?'  ' huh you didn't do your homework? eh me too!'  'diam la ni!'  'skip extra classes today on?' every single thing. :'D You guys rock! Keep in touch kay. ;)

After that, FAMILY.

There's something happening in this year. I hope everything would be better next year. *fingers crossed I don't wanna see anyone to be upset again. No matter what, I still love my parents. :) Thanks for giving me everything, thanks for raising me. I'll be your side always. :D Stay strong!

Last but not least. LOVE. 

Hmm where should I start first? :O Actually I didn't trust in love anymore last time because of getting hurt. I'm not gonna talk more about it, just don't want to recall anything. :P But should thank to them, I learnt a lot :) I don't want to get into a short relationship again, it was just like wasting time, isn't it? :/

Guess what? I met a guy few months ago who I never expect we would be together until now. :P He is really a nice guy. He does care about me, love me,  make me smile, make me laugh, etc. :P I don't want much but I hope he's mine forever. Alright I know it sounds stupid but I really do mean it. :)  I'm always moody and I know he no likey. I'm afraid that he can't stand it someday. I know I'm not perfect, not a good girlfriend but I'm trying to be my best. I will stay happy and try not to be moody so often.

He always cheers me up, supports me whenever I face any problem and unhappy.I was thinking that my life sucks but everything's changed when he comes into my life. #thankgod  I wish our love would never ever fade. I love him so much. ;) <3 

Going dating with him tomorrow! (Y)

 I cried a lot, laughed a lot, smiled a lot in 2011. I'll appreciate and cherish my family, my friends and him. They're really important for me. And my sweet 14 is gonna end soon, am getting older. Aha! Anyway, I hope 2012 will really be much better than 2011. God, do you hear me? ;) 

That's all. Enjoy your holidays peeps. :P few days left. Ciao!

Complicated .

Chill out , what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out , what you yellin' for?

Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no


Now i don't listen to Beyonce's listen but this . :P it helps in winning tetris too HAHA. 

okay gotta sing this with my babe this thursday :P. 

Avril and Chris . Perfect Combination . 

Adorable . :)

He moves too much he should just sing Move Like Jaggers. 

Wait , i think his voice kinda suit also HAHA. 

Okay Babe said she's gonna give me something small this thursday she asked me to remind her, i was really curious but this babi girl didnt want to tell me anything. so bad :( so sad. HAHA but still love her can. sayang her like treasure. :) 

Cute <3 

Listen .

Listen by Beyonce , been hearing this all day long as i thought it was a lucky charm for me to win Tetris . :p Btw , promised my girl will sing this to her this thursday. <3 She actually forced me to update this blog . :/ If not she will blackmail by not sleeping and wake up during the middle of the night to rank up . shit her . :P So here i am , first of all i would like to say i'm very freaking sad that Chris Rene got eliminated. :( He finished third , he's already my musical hero. :) but ppl kept comparing this to American Idol season 5. Like how fourth placed Daughtry is now more famous than the winner Taylor Hicks . :) So no worries about Chris's future because he will still get a recording contract for sure ! :)  Btw will be going out with babe soon . So excited can. This Thursday . :) Hopefully everything will go smoothly as planned . Can't wait to sing song for her actually since she actually likes to listen more than sing . :p will entertain her for sure . She's the most amazing girlfriend ever .

LOYAL . 
HOT. 
BEAUTIFUL . 
AWESOME . 
AMAZING. 
SEXY . 
CUTE. 
ADORABLE . 
OBEDIENT . 
ARROGANT . 
PRETTY . 

WHAT ELSE MORE I CAN DESCRIBE WITH ? :P
I miss you a lot like seriously . :( hope to celebrate belated christmas , new year and birthday in advance. :p HAHAH. silly will give you an unforgettable birthday you ever had in your life . :p
And hoping to celebrate any festival with you in the future. :)
I love you ya know ! :)

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Now it's complete because of you <3 . 

I followed the voice, you gave to me. 

Angel . :) 

It's my turn to update.

ALOHA. This is the third post of today. He updated my blog for twice today and edited those pictures. It was quite touching. He spent his time for doing those things, giving me surprises. He is awesome shit. :P


He changed the lyrics of two songs and sang it for me on 16 Dec, the day before going camp. No doubt, he is pretty talented. I missed my sweet home badly during camp because it's kinda suffering but he kept on comforting me, supporting me. :)


And now, I think those readers who always read my blog can distinguish between the post of written by him and the post of written by me right? :P Don't be confused can, ha and I are sharing this blog anyway. HAHAHA. Hopefully you guys won't stop reading my blog. blah :p


PMR results were released today. Somehow I almost had a heart attack when gonna get the result. My heart was beating quite fast but I never felt panic before today. I'm satisfied with the result. Thank God. I thought I would get less As than that. :O And guess what? I got A in my BC. OMGEE OMGEE. UNEXPECTEDLY. Anyway, thanks for the wishes. :)


Principal told us that we have to change school next year and they've managed it all. My school of next year is BB but I don't feel like going there because of some certain reasons so I'm still considering where to go. I'm turning to Form 4 next year, that's why I need to think twice.


Lastly, I'm gonna tell him something. :) Hmm I swear I love you a lot a lot a lot, I'll never let go. Just so you know, you're worth it. I want to stay with you forever if we can. You make everything better. Thank you my boyfriend, thanks for everything you did. I know next year we can't be used to talk like this year but I will be strong. You won't forget me right? :P You won't leave me right? :P ILOVEYOU. ;) <3

This is for you .

Sorry i did not reply just now because i was editing this. 

I love you so much . Be mine . <3

My Girl , Ying Ying .

To officially announce, my girl. <3  The hottest girl on earth and the most beautiful one across the universe for me   except my mum. :P

To be honest she really looks good in this photo . 

awww. :)

<3 

Angel . :)

So beautiful . :)

Adorableeeeee :)

Phewwwit. :p

My supergirl . <3

:)

HAHA. :)

really , pretty. :)

Dimples. :P

Cantik giler . :)

<3

<33

Babe , Congratulation for your 7As 1B Result. Good enough. 

I<3YOU.  A lot. hahaha.

Cant wait to go out with you soon. I love you . 

60 Days , hopefully Chris Rene wins tonight too. 

I love you Ying Ying . My girl. <3

Chris Rene For The Win !

So the X Factor is coming to an end tonight . After tomorrow's elimination , No more Chris Rene and his awesome-ness. :(  Will miss him and Rachel Crow for sure . So here's the top 3 to fight for 5 million tonight !

Chris , Melanie and Josh . 

Chris Rene For The Win ! 

Here's a timeline of his life which x factor turned his life around . 

From a garbage collector to one inspirational person with music talent. <3

His first audition . Hey young homie what you're tripping on . 

Nicole : " Honey I'm tripping on you . "

Top 17 , Love Don't Live Here Anymore . 

Simon : " One of the best recording in this competition. "

Top 12 . Superstar . 

Nicole : " You sounded beautiful , that was amazing. "

Top 11 . Pasttime Paradise . 

Simon Cowell : " Welcome back Chris Rene . "

Top 10 . No Women No Cry . 

L.A : " i was worried whether you could stay on key , but man you did stay on key ! "

Top 9 . Let It Be and Young Homie . 

Simon : " I really hope America vote for you and keep you in this competition . "

Top 7 . I'll Be There .

Paula : " I could not wait until you have an album , so i can buy it . "

Top 5 . Where Do We Go From Here . 

*Bestperformanceever*

Simon : " That was a stroked-genius. "

Nicole : " I want you to take this moment , that was amazing . "

Top 4 . No One . 

Paula : " With that performance , it actually put you through the final already ,my dear. i truly believe. " 

Simon : " Your dad will be incredibly proud of you . "

Man , I really hope he wins . America please vote for him . :) 

It would be my best Christmas present this year. 

AFTER THE FINAL , Babe , i love you just like how i love Chris HAHA. 

Not being gay but He's truly inspiring just like you . :) 

You both are just amazing and play an important role in my life . :) 

I love you Shirleen Wong Ying Ying <3 

She's an angel , Just to remind all of you . <3 

stroked genius . :P

I remember when i saw you on twitter , 
I dont know who you are but your photo attracted my attention .
I added you on facebook , and follow you on twitter but never thought you're the one i'm finding . 
Maybe i fall for you , maybe just a crush.
i never thought of , you mean so much to me .
maybe we're far apart , but our love will never fade . 
and you're all i want and what i'm thinking of .
Now i'm thinking , you , are the one for me . 


She is leaving me tomorrow , 
And i know i will miss her even more . 
but i did promise her  , will never , flirt with other girls .
she should've trusted me as i am her boyfriend .  
i feel her heart , so close to mine . 
if you can , then protect it .
Where do we go from here ?
Where do we stay from here ? 
When can i kiss your lips ?
Who can predict the future ?
Where we will be in ten years ? 
But I will just appreciate because ..
God only knows . 


Babe , I <3 you . 

Tortured.

Hello peeps. I know my blog is lack of updates, sorry for not updating. It's been kinda long time I didn't blog I think because last two posts were blogged by him. :P 

Hmmm, I'll be disappearing tomorrow. I'm gonna be tortured for 5 days. The camp seems like so scary. GAHHHH. You, you and you, must miss me kay and of course I will miss you guys ;) 

I think I can't use my phone there, how sad. I will miss his voice and his everything. And I haven't even pack my bag. I don't feel like going there. Will I still alive after 5 days? STAY TUNED. :P hahaha

PMR result will be released on next Thursday, which means the next day after coming back from camp. I don't know how many A's will I get, just let it be :) Wish me good luck. :D 

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way :D I'm not celebrating christmas though. It's not a special day for me like every year. :P But still, I don't know why do I feel like exchanging presents with my friends and make it to be a special christmas. Blah:P

I know this is a very short post because I've got nothing else to blog. :p 

Lastly, I have something to tell him. WEEEE :P

Hoi you, you should know I'm talking to you right now and I know you're reading this. You're gonna live without me for 5 days, you must miss me, text me everyday even I can't reply, MUST NOT find other girls, must always see our pictures or my pictures, must wait for me, MUST NOT forget me.

I'm pretty sure that you will miss my adorable voice but still you need to be patient if I could not use phone those days. Do I exaggerate? Yes, obviously I do because it's only five days but I talk like there's no tomorrow. CHOIIIIIII. :P  I'm sorry if I couldn't be at your side when you're down. You can shout my name loudly in heart and my heart will cheer you up. :p kay I miss you I love you, my beloved <3

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳.

9th December 2012 .

This morning i was really sleepy . I don't know why whenever i was going to meet him i always felt sleepy. :P But it doesnt mean i get bored of him okay . I'm always desperate to meet my dear . <3 So , Sin Ni's mama fetched us go Aeon . :)  Reached there then we went Kim Gary , had a toasted bread with peanut butter and condensed milk for my breakfast . Waiting for my dear to call me up and ask where i am . :)  Soon , he and his friends came to Kim Gary. They sat in front of us . :P He wore the shirt i bought for him. So happpppppy ! Thought he would not like it . hahaha by the way still happy to see him though , he looks awesome just the way he is . <3 Then we went to greenbox , it was quite boring actually . My dear still sang well anyway , and made it more fun by changing the lyrics to chinese or english . Btw , his friend said i very pretty . *likeaboss. He damn naughty , kept slapping my lap hardly and so i slapped him back like one crazy girl randomly . He did not feel pain at all, maybe next time he can be my sandbag already. :P HAHAA. Then we went to buy movie ticket ! This is the climax . Actually i thought we will watch either Arthur Christmas or New Year's Eve . Then my dear told me he bought You Are The Apple Of My Eyes . I don't believe at first until i saw the ticket . It's 8 pm by the way ... I cant even go home that late ! HOW . Then suddenly his friends noticed the time was 4 pm which is now . We're so surprised that we didnt thought that the counter gave the wrong ticket ! So we quickly rushed into the cinema . He was holding my hand all the time , he would never let go even we had to run , i felt so safe whenever  i'm with him . :)  Didnt know that he will buy the ticket successfully , he so smart he told them he's 19 with confidence. LOLOLOL. My dear boyfriend is such a smart guy. :)  SO I FINALLY CAN WATCH THIS MOVIE IN CINEMA ! ALTHOUGH WE MISSED OUT THE FIRST 20 MINUTES. :(

This movie is still awesome no matter how many times i watch it ! 

Dear kept asking me if i'm cold or not . Felt so warm when he hugged me tightly .

Love putting my leg over his lap , :) it's been a habit . And hugging his waist makes me feel really comfortable. 

Then we went to Bbq Plaza , Dear didnt seem quite right .

He looked so uncomfortable. :/

But i didnt ask , all though he was just moody so i did not do anything . 

Until we went home , he told me he was not feeling well .

He vomited. :/ i felt so regret for not understanding him . 

He said he was really cold but didnt know how to tell me .. Hmm

Dear i promise no more next time okay ? ;) 

再一次相遇...我會緊緊抱著妳... <3

You Are The Apple Of My Eyes. 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 .

One word , AMAZING . <3 

Last few days , i watched this movie through youtube . My boyfriend found it. :) Actually i wanted to watch in cinema but too bad , no choice already . :( And the desperation in my heart kept asking me to watch .. so , i watched it although the quality sibeh cha. Hahaha.

The movie was really awesome , feel like watching again but then need to wait for it to load so i give up. Will never forget this movie , it brings back all the memories . So true . But i already had one awesome boyfriend. I dont need another Ke Zhen Dong . :P Btw , Ke Zhen Dong and Shen Jia Yi , Y U TWO NO TOGETHER ?!

But the movie is so honest and truthful. Just because it's ordinary enough , that's why everyone loves it. I aint surprised if this movie earned a lot of money . :)

Ke Zhen Dong is really hot and yummy too. :P quite thin anyway. 

My boy boy also like so kee siao about this movie , i told you you will like this right ?! 

Hahaha he kept mentioning about their quote . Crazy boy :P

So here they are ...

His favourite quote . :)

<3

So True . :)

Dear . <3

當你真正很喜歡一個人的時候、

原本認為自己絕對不會想去祝福她、
但當她站在他面前時、
才知道原來自己是打從心底希望她是幸福的。

常常聽人家說啊、戀愛最美好的時候就是曖昧的時候。

青春是一场大雨, 即使感冒了, 也盼望再淋一次.

Dear I Love You So So Much .  <3