Hectic.

Hello readers. I guess most of you are busy for studies lately right? :) I'm stressed like really. gosh. I never get enough sleep. And guess what? I transferred school again. To be honest, new school life sucks. I wanted to transfer to there just because those teachers teach science and maths in bilingual and there's st john.
The worse part is, I'm in the first class. My classmates are freaking smart and I think I'm the stupidest among them. Addmaths, bio, sejarah, bm, bc, they all are b*t*hes. Is anyone able to help me? lol.

Plenty of homework to be done and I must finish them by today since I'm going to klang with my mum tomorrow.

Btw, I went to SSAS which is my ex-school.

Appreciate it. :') It isn't something very expensive but meaningful. 

I cut my fringe. I'm not satisfied with it as I think it should be shorter.

Nowadays I'm really lazy to wear contact lens or make up. :P

I love them! <3 Never get bored of singing their songs especially what makes you beautiful. :b

I wanna blog about many things but I just don't know how to express. so yeah. That's all for now. 

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Miss him so bad. Reading our posts, smiling with tears. :') And I forgot to tell him, I love you.

14 Feb.

Happy Valentine's Day  readers. So how's your day? :) I guess, some of you are happy because of receiving the presents and celebrating with the loved ones. Some of you are sad because there's no one you can celebrate with even you're desperate of  it. And some of you feel that today is just another Tuesday, it's ordinary as usual. Am I right? :D


Hmm, how about me? I'm actually thinking that today is a bad day. Yes I'm not single but still today is nothing special for me. And you know what? I had diarrhea and stomachache in this morning. I skipped school, again. :( Gosh, I think I had been absent for too many days. I'm gonna study and attend my tuition class later. See, how boring it is.

And his phone was broken. We can't chat for a few days. I miss him. :( I dreamt about him last night. The dream was like he told me that he has no feeling towards me but another girl. Aww, I was freaking sad that time. This is all I remember. :/ But if it really happened in reality, I will let him go even though I know the girl won't be loving him like how I do. :) Uhh okay should stop this. It sounds sad.



Btw I don't care, you must post a long paragraph about me as your facebook status after reading this. :P HOHO IT'S TIME TO BE ARROGANT. :D

If I could see him now, I must be hugging him tightly, whispering to him, telling him that I do really love him.

And I'm gonna share something with you guys. Here it is. :)



So it's quite touching and sweet isn't it? Awww. I almost cried while watching this. :') And the girl was hot and a really good girlfie.


"请珍惜喜欢乱想的女人,乱想是因为她们缺乏安全感;当她们说没事没事的时候,其实是想你们对她说怎么了,然后紧紧地捉住她的手,让她感到安全～不要随意地 提起前度,因为女人的通俗特点就是喜欢比较;也请男人多多珍惜喜欢乱想,又缺乏安全感的女人.她们之所以喜欢乱想就是因为她太爱和太在乎你." - From Twitter. :)

Okay, I've gotta go. Have a nice day! :)

我们的情人节 :D

HELLO, 我又回来了. 感觉上大家都在忙自己的, 很少 blogging了, 当然也包括我. :)

昨天跟他去aeon. 他去之前很兴奋, 好像比以前兴奋那样. 笨蛋. :P 我们提早庆祝情人节. :) 你知道的, 我们住不同地方, 两个人又要忙着读书, 不是说要出就能出的. :/
我很迟才到, 很想和他一起看看 > 结婚那件事 > , 因为看预告好像很好看叻, 所以就没有去greenbox. [虽然我知道他很想去. :8 ]
不过走走也很好是不是, 走到哪里讲到哪里. :DD


买了3.45的票, 还有很多时间, 我们就去走走. :) 他突然带我去 converse, 选一双鞋然后帮我穿还帮我绑鞋带. 我其实很害羞因为旁边那个马来人一直看着我们. :$$


我们一直讲话一直讲话. 我每次都给他酸, 可能我就会像他说的, 跟他在一起可能真的会短命10年. HAHAHA. [ CHOI , TOUCHWOOD. :P ] 我突然间叫他update blog, 谁叫他那么久没有update了. :P 他本来说不要, 死都要我update华语的先他才update, 我一直好像很不爽他那样, 结果我还是成功说服了他. HAHA


过后我们又去brands outlet, 看衣选衣买衣试衣. :P 每次拍照我都很怕拍的不好 [ 因为每次都不好-.- ], 所以每次表情都好像很尴尬这样, 真的是时候improve了. :( 下次一定要拍到每一张都是 perfect的. :P


他带我去找他的朋友, 搞得我有点 paiseh , 因为有两个是完全没有看过的. HAHA. 然后就赶去电影院看戏. 我们两个看戏的时候都很冷.感觉 他在发抖, 我就想办法帮他取暖. :P 他应该感到幸运他的女朋友不是很瘦, 不然我看他抱了会更冷咯. :DDDD  我好像已经习惯跟他看戏, 有他在总是觉得很幸福. :) 
结婚那件事 还蛮好笑的, 只是好像有点简单有点短叻. :( 不过至少还有一个 happy ending. :) 江若琳真的好美 =v= .


看完了我们又走走, 结果我朋友说她要回了, 我就去找我朋友. :) 还真有点舍不得他. :( 我们一直拜拜拜拜拜拜, 好像难分难舍这样. blah:P 回到家, 几个认识却不熟的朋友问起我和他因为给他们看到我们两个出去. 原来 aeon 真的是有够小 :$

不知道下一个 outing 会是几时, 因为好像要等很久吧. :/ 你答应我的东西, 一定要说到做到, 不然我就跟你踢到外太空去. HAHA. 不过你还挺可怜, 有一个很容易moody的女朋友, 很容易感到没有安全感的女朋友, 所以你应该知道怎么做啦. :P 不过你要知道, 我真的一直都在努力做个好女友. :) 你的那个梦不会发生的, 不要想太多. :DD

I remember every single little things of us. You're my only valentine. I love you dear <3 

我其实有很多要写可是我忘了, 有点老了. :/  好吧, 就到这里. :) 谢谢观看. :DDDD

A Happy Day . :)

Hi readers , I'm back to update this angel's blog as she kept forcing me so during our outing :p . So yesterday is our 8th outing since we were in a relationship. Was excited as usual. :) Woke up in the morning and suddenly my bros said wanna follow me as they wanna meet my girlfriend and watch their movie . SO okay lo I'm a good friend no matter what. :p When i reached there , she still haven't reached so i go walk walk at Brands Outlet to hunt for my prey. :) As soon she reached , I was like woww this stupid girl is so hot and sexy with the black nylon. :p i'm satisfied. hahaha. Then i held her hand and we went to the cinema :) We bought the Wedding Diary as she wanted to watch it so badly instead of going greenbox . Then we started our window shopping , we went converse to try out her shoes. :p So i picked one pair of pink converse for her to try . I kneel down a little bit to help her wear , i guess she expected that and somemore sit there and wait for me to serve her . Stupid girl hahaha. So she said the malay salesgirl was looking envy about us . Good thing good thing . Then we went every single shop i guess ? Was being sarcastic to her all time :) Love doing it as they said COUPLE SHOULD BE LIKE BEST FRIENDS . Totally agree as i hate awkwardness between a boy and a girl during a date . It looks stupid indeed . Then we still went back to Brands Outlet to look out for my shirts . Then we bought the same shirt although it's a bit too big for her but it's okay she looks cute . Because cannot combine guy's with girl's :( . 

<3 

She need to improve her smile . :p 

After that we went for our movie . :) And before that we went to meet my friends first. I think they were satisfied with my taste . Perhaps . :p 

HAHA WE WATCHED THE WEDDING DIARY <3 

Okay this movie is epic and hilarious . 

The guy beside ah niu is funny as shit in the movie . LOLOLOL. 

We bought couple seat as usual . And hugged her usual . She's so comfortable to hug la hahaha . 

I love hugging her . Then she put her leg over my lap as usual . nothing much to mention because always the same :p We kissed indeed :) 

She's beautiful , my angel. <3

And so on she went back with her friends after that , started to miss her already . :/ 

Babe i promise i will change and will not let you feel insecure again . will stick with you more often . <3 

I'm your boyfriend , i shall protect you . 

I love you the most babe . <3 

It isn't a good year.

This year is not a good year for me. So far I still can't adapt my new school life because those teachers are teaching science and maths in bm. And guess what? I need to transfer school again. Annoying shit.
I'm kinda afraid that there's no place in the school which is I wanna transfer to. Most of the friends said it was full. pffft. I know I'm too late. I was busy doing other things. So yeah. Alright there are too many people wanting to go there.

I don't wanna stay bb if there's really no place. The school is quite okay actually. My classmates are friendly, including the malays. I did feel like crying when I was about to pass up my form of transferring school and walking alone to the office today. I wasn't in the mood that time. I didn't know why would I feel like that because I has studied there for only 13 days. Was I absent too many days? because today my che teacher asked me : " kamu pelajar baru ke? " I was like okeh fine I forgive you . -.-

Hmm btw form 4 is tiring. I have tuition classes from Mondays to Saturdays. But it doesn't matter since I like this kind of hectic life. There will be less time to slack. It's good for me isn't it? :D

 


Some people asked me how is my relationship because they seldom see I blog about it lately. Honestly I got really depressed about love in January. I couldn't control. I kept being unhappy because I was not that strong. Sometimes I hope he will be the first one who comforts me when I need him but I ain't gonna disturb and annoy him since he's busy. :) He promised something yesterday, hopefully he won't break his promises. :P I really do love him very much. We're not perfect two but as long as we love each other. <3