What to do?

I'm started hating my life. I know, I shouldn't be like this, but I don't know why I have this feeling all of sudden.
I'm pretty stressful, many works to be done, wtha. I can't even finish my homework & my folio , everyday the time given is not enough for me.


Nevertheless, that's my works, I must be responsible and done it all.
Aw funding. phhhhhhhhhhhhht. It makes me crazy, seriously.
Can I do it well? hopefully I can.
Just because it's not for me but us, anyway I must try the best. Oh no, is do the best.



UB2 is by next month, I know it's not very important but still I have to try my best.
PMR is around the corner, still slacking? still hang out? still playing? NO MORE kay. :(


FAMILY? sigh.
I hate this topic although I love my family always.
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SHIRLEEN, you can . yeah you can. JIAYOUS ! :(:



* anyone want to buy ST John stickers? come come come. hahahahahahaha lol
*Erhem, I wonder what's wrong with digi huh? It doesn't matter for me actually, I seldom text. hahaha
Just.. I saw a lots of facebookers are complaining. lol

NOOBIEEEE

Got my new phone but I don't know how to use it, it's totally different with my old phone. ishh
I wouldn't change my phone if my old phone never broken. :/
My mum told me, ' this is the last time ' . Kays, I know for sure she would say that.
I've used banyak masa to observe my phone, -.-
ANDDDD, damnyou babeh, MY PHONE CAN'T CONNECT MY DEAR MODEM.
wan yeh ah? mm hai maah, fong gor ngo laa ! walaoweh :(
suey daoo x-x"


I pressed wrong something just now, then I asked my tuition classmates to help me and solve it. xD
They seeemed pro but they've failed to solve it, alahhh hahahahaha. thank them anyways :)



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whathaa. why the scars never disappear one?

I thought I can really act like I didn't see it, I didn't know it, like blind but I can't. WHY? :(

Blank Mind.

Actually I don't know what to type here. :D lol


Saturday. 18/6

Went 1U. Had buffet at shogun. xD
I didn't know why I vomited after having meal, goshh.
Kinda long time didn't vomit already, suffer sia. -.-
And before that, my stomach was pain liike hell, ishhhhh. Luckily all muntah out already. xD

Then shopping with my beloved friends. I saw a lot of nice clothes but didn't know which to choose so I gave up. HAHAHA
Guess what, I bought a drink from Starbucks. Weeee, feeling not well but still can drink it. lol

Returned home around 7.30pm, chatted banyak with goh. :D

- no picha cuz of some reasons :(( -



Sunday. 19/6

Went HinHua High School for their canteen day.
It was awesome sia, many stalls and the weather was so cold, cold till everyone was sweating. hahaha
There were many drinks, many food to be sold & many games to play too :)
I ate less, drank less but the money spent more. -.-

With huii giagia here giagia there, fun sia. xD haha
Met some friends as well :) hees


Monday 20/6

HMMMMMM, nothing to write actually...... I slept at school for an hour ++ :D hahah



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There's no medicine to cure you liao, whatheck. -.-
Talk to you like wasting me time. Sorry I have to say like that.


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See, I kisiao again!  hahaha. It looks ugly right but I like it ! hahahaha
Yay I'm back. Back to my normal life, back to happy life. :)

knock me !

Urgh, I have been slacking tooooooooo much for almost half year until now.

My results are getting worse now. Lousy sia.

I should wake up. I need someone to pull me from this lousy life and I have to pull myself too of course.

PMR is comingg, after PMR is going to Form 4. Everything will be changed that time.
I want to go science stream. Ain't I?

What am I waiting for? Such like a wimp there, duh.

HOW HOW HOW HOW -.- !?! I try to pull myself back but always fail.

Kay don't give up, should try again :(

School reopens.

Holidays gone, live with school life, again. HATEIT.

Woke up early in the morning, felt so weak, banged here banged there and started worrying something.

Didn't feel like going to school, urghhhh.

As usual, listening the announcements from principal when assembly.

It's freaking sleepy you know, I almost fall asleep but when principal suddenly mentioned about ' mingggu ini tiada class pecutan ' , i was energetic all of a sudden, weeeee.

Ohyay, love my principal. Kay I mean only this week. xD

The teachers have given us our results. Omg, mou ngan tai.

My English............... ISHHHH ! disappointed sia. WHY THE HECK my paper 1 so teruk :(

So carelesss lah me, duhhhh !  [ kays, it's too late. ]

Other papers, hmmmm, all like shti. -.- I already prepared to accept it but excluded ENGLISH ! :(

Then chatting with friends. I kept telling Apple that I'm still worrying something : /

I love her , we can chat chat chat chat, banyak bercakap.

bye bye fever, bye bye headache ; hello gastrci, hello catch cold.

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Can you stop smiling to me and get out from my mind? :/

I decided to give up but you like always stop me.

yeah I'm here always.

No matter what happens, I'll always be there.
You can share you happiness with me.
You can tell me your sadness, I'll try to cheer you up.
You can tell me anything, I'll concentrate and listen to you because you're one of the IP in my life.
You look not handsome when you're unhappy :P
I prefer you smile, you laugh. I hope you always be happy ;)


I don't know whether there is a girl or no one is staying your heart
If there is a girl, who's that? I don't know, I don't care as well.
I just wanna you remember, you're not alone :D

I know I should not crush on you because of some reasons but I DID :(

Move on or Give up? :(


ly :p



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因为某些原因, 我转去打华语. xD

-下次再不够睡看看!!xD-

昨天等你online, 明知道你八成已经睡到像死猪这样, 我还是舍不得off.
因为只是几封SMS, 我不爽 :D
online 的时候, 重复 <好的事情> 大概有10多次, 边听边拿 tissue :'D
&想到某些事, 我睡不下. 半夜3点了, 我还是醒着的 : /

结果自己活该, 今天7早8早被爸妈吵醒, 陪他们去吧生.
其实我很累eh, 不是很想去的, 本想推掉, 可是妈妈好声好气地叫我去, 我又想到假期我到处跑, 都没有什么陪到他们, 就跟去吧 :D


发现自己每次假期都会渐渐地习惯吧生的生活, 我已经给了吧生我一半的假期 :)
可是去了那么多天,  还是没有看到他 :(
他真的很忙, 忙到 online 一下又 offline
假期就要完了, 我们从考试之前就说要出去, 出到现在假期都要完了. ZZZ
要等到几时? 不知道 /.\ . 只是, 我想你了 =) ♥
奇迹快点出现~~!!! xDD

昨天的还没有打, 等我得空先 :D! 
放了慧他们飞机, paiseh, 我不是故意的 >.<
明天我去度假料, hmmmm, 没有什么特别的feeeel.

before cleaning my face :D

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6/6

今天, 有去aeon, 所以说咯, 假期的时候, 它就是我第二个家. xD
第一次跟 carmen 去,  有一点 awkward =.= hehe
我们看了 x-men first class. 
不错看欸, 比 pirates 好. 对我来说啦 :D

很yeng的变种人 xD 乖仔没有看真的是waste啦.  :P

过后又走走, 走走走走到 starbucks -.- xD

pok咯 -.-, 爱上 starbucks.

6点酱, 回家. :D

回到家下, 冲下凉, 跟1位先生1位小姐limteh.
刚开始我跟 JH 看到 MR ANG 的时候, 很paiseh, 跟他讲话一下我们自己又自己讲自己爽, 他就跟他朋友讲话  :D
哪里知道, 我们过后越 LIA 越 KEK xD
3个人, 你一句我一句. LOL

"shirleen~你住哪里?"
"我住美国~xD"

我跟JH柠檬大减价, 拼命酸人, woohoo~ xD

@MR ANG-  瘦到 -.- 还有你可以去做 zhabo 料, xD
@JH-  LIAKEK lia 到爽吗? 哈哈


各位, 不要惊讶为什么我们突然会变 friend. 时间久了就没事了 xD
我们大家, 你有你的生活, 我有我的生活 ;))


回到家, 跟乖仔在 twtr 聊几句罢了他就不知道飞哪里去了.
去 aeon 没有看到他 ;( 失望下.


好咯, 自恋无罪, 我又来了 :D

全部没有 edit 的, 我懒惰了, 很累, 88 ==

5/6.

Went to eat bahkuteh with friends in this morning. So sleepy. :x

We ate till so full, our stomach gonna explode. HAHAH

And then, we went to tuition classs.

I almost aslept when teacher was teaching. My eyes were going to close. =___=

After tuition, we went to Aeon.

At first, we went to Starbucks. aha! My favourite, GREEN TEA LATTE :)

Then, we bought movie tickets. We chose Pirates of the Caribbean.

hmmmm, not bad leh. there's few parts scary sia, omg. It might be my nightmare. lollll :3

Seriously, I almost asleeep that time as well :$ hahahahahaha. Too tired already lah.

After watching, we jalan sini jalan sana XD go to Brands Outlet.

We bought some clothes, never tryyy then buy, we very pro hor :ppp!

Jalan lagi Jalan lagi, Jalan ke KFC. xD

we ate that ^^^^^^^^^ lmao.

Actually we didn't feel hungry at all but our mouths were too itchy. :D

2 people shared this. elehhhh ! yok xun :x siao lah us :)

We went back around 8pm. Dark sia ! :x

hen kong bu eh ! xD

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Hmmmm, I think that's all lah. :P

Eh wait ! Show you my zilian pichas ! hahahah

THE END :)