为什么我最近那么爱哭? :(
每天只会哭, 哭又解决不了事情 :(

Randommm.

Ok I said I will stop blogging but I failed. When I read my blog, I feel like blogging again. I shouldn't let it die there.
Here I am to update a short post. ;)

I've been so down lately again. Whatheck. -.- I feel like killing myself ya know. Why can't I be happy every single day? I mean after school. :/ You know what? I like having fun, messing around with my classmates. We just know each other for few months tho. I think a lot when I'm home. Overthinking kills dei.

Am I really important for you? This question keeps on running through my mind. I don't want you to tell me that I am but show it. Sometimes I feel hurt because of something. I can't tell how do I feel, I can't describe them in words but I just feel it. :/ Every girl is sensitive, they can feel and care about all the little things.

I feel like .. you don't like to chat with me?
Yea, maybe I'm always the one who makes our conversation hanging there, maybe you'll get bored...
When you don't reply but tweet on twitter..
When you say you're a lazy texter but you're replying messages when we're talking on phone..

Sometimes I feel insecure because I saw you like other girls' posts but you don't even like mine. so yeah..

I always want to tell you everything when we're talking on phone but I can't. I suck at expressing. :(
Sometimes I wish you could really care about me. :/
And I feel sorry because of thinking too much. I try not to care but I can't. Useless sia. I know I'm a failed girlfriend, super failed.

7/4 :)

Hi everyone. I know it's been awhile since the last time I updated my blog. So sorreh. :P
I went out with veev, him and his friends last Saturday. To be honest, it's kinda awkward. I don't know why but just awkward. xD

At first, I chatted with veev at oldtown. We had a heart to heart conservation. I love her! x
Then, we went to find him at cinema. We watched 'The Hunger Games'. [ watched it like finally :) ]

7/10. Not bad. Damn ganjiong when watching! :D I purposely kept sticking with veev and see whether he would pull me to him or what so ever. HAHAH DAMN LAME. We didn't kiss that day. Hmm :p 

Then, we went Igentis. He talked to his friends. I talked to veev. It seemed like quite awkward. Heh.

After that he walked with his friends, I went shopping with veev. I wanted buy a lot of things so badly but ok I'm broke. -.- He held my waist and talked to his friends. I felt so bad to dump veev and let her walk alone although she said she's okay with it. UHH guilty sia. :/ Hopefully she won't mind. :) He and I kept wanting to take picture but shy. HAHAHA dumbo. 

He bought me a starbucks drink before leaving. :) Then I met up with Jing Hui. We went back together. :)

Hmm miss my stupid boy so much. :/ 

You never leave my mind. <3 I love you. 

有时候, 我比较任性, 比较容易吃醋, 比较容易没有安全感, 好像每天都PMS, 比较容易乱想, 可是我就是那么在乎你.或许你有时候很烦躁, 觉得很头痛, 可是你从来都没有离开过 :') 

我不敢说我们能一起走到永远, 不过我会爱你直到你不爱我的时候 <3 HEHEHE